Moments Of Hope Looking at him go....staring at the empty spaces only he could see. What is he looking at i thought, what could he be seeing? Where has his mind gone to? I would have given all to be there for him. Seeing him go right there was not an option but there i stood helpless and confused. My mind stagnant, heart only praying for his survival, hoping and wishing he will get pass through this. "It is a trial", i said 2 myself, as if talking 2 someone specifically. His name racing through my head of how i could tell his family he's about to go. No tell them to say their goodbye as he is about to go. That thought scares me the most and distrupts my already balanced equation. Nurses and a doctor where on him, trying all possible best resuscitative measures. Not that it was a first, seeing a dear fade away as the clock ticks, but it came too soon. I am not ready for a last office and that is the part of the job i never liked, that part that makes me wan